Dr Prescribed HCG

So I had been doing 2 days loading and then on Fri VLCD day 1 when a doctor I have been in contact with agreed to Prescribe real HCG for me !! YAY So.. dilemma, continue VLCD or load so I have 2 days prior to real HCG. I ate VLCD but then almonds that night. Sat I loaded and today not sure quite what to do. Im still taking the hhcg .. Im a bit annoyed at the moment as my partner said he thinks I will crack three days in.. then he says "doesn't that spur you on to do it more" Awaiting real HCG on monday..

HCG

back to thinking about HCG Found my homeopathic drops. looking into melbourne Drs who can prescribe. There is a compounding pharmacy in QLD and Sydney that I could use if I got a script.. My Period is due and I have been feeling tired and bloated. Used the last 2 days to Load. Now I have to do the 23 days P2. Hope this HHCG will work.

this week

had a greatweek. low carb. got treadmill on thursday and went beserk thurs fri and even 1hr on sat. sat night went out for cousins engagement and ate gluten foods (finger foods) and 4 glasses of champagne over the night. then felt that I had ventured over to the "bad side" so today we went to geelong to see a car and I had lunch out, 2 freddos, cappucino and 1/2 muffin. pains into my fingers and neck.. when got home ate pasta!!! and some cheese, low carb hot choc. sarah lee ice cream and 2 pieces of bread with pb and jam. also ate chips (crisps) I just know that my period is due.. thats wgy. I felt really good on sat- very elegant. maybe thats why I fogot. I always think I am slimmer than I am. Also my bf doesnt help me. he says "good girl" when I participate in "normal " foods that are detremental to my weight loss and health. Its not spiteful, just he doesnt understand. Im like a desperate addict and I need to stay away from the foods that trigger me... Well back on track tomorrow. I hope I am sent on leave for a few weeks so I can focus on weight loss/ fitness and just getting it together!!

feeling a bit bleh today. Mothers day yesterday .. ate too much Feeling stupid and tired. Feel fat and frumpy + have broken hand .. Im looking forward to getting treadmill and just going crazy on it. Also I really want time off to focus on getting back to who I was (healthy and happy) seem to have lost some of my confidence lately..

corset

bought a corset from I hope to get it soon. I would like to reduce my waist and look more feminine.. Im thinking betty page, dita

low energy + hashimoto's

I am having problems with energy. I have for a while. thought it would have improved by now. I have hashimotos which is an autoimmune disorder. autoimmune = body attacks itself.. My body is making thyroid antibodies (anti TPO, antiTB) adrenal glands effect thyroid.. I have adrenal fatigue. Because this is an autoimmune illness you cant just treat the symptoms, you have to try to reduce the immune attack.. Lately I have been so tired it has been making me fed up.. I tried chinese medicine and that helped a bit. I use adaptogens and also take fish oils and Vit B. I take thyroxine 25 ug I have just started Modafinil (wakefulness agent) 100 mg. just upped dose to 150 per day. Its a smooth "awake"no jitteriness. I have also ordered SAMe - adds a methyl donor to increase neurotransmission (ordered online) What I would really like to be is Drug free and just feel great. I am also considering doing a parasite cleanse. along with my GF, sugar free, GAPS diet. .. one thing at a time! Owh and I ordered a corset on line.. Would love to reduce my waist. ? will the corset permanently reduce my waist?

broke schaphoid

over easter I fell over. hurt my hand 1st xray didn't show anything second showed:

so hand is out of action. Makes typing difficult and every day things difficult.